I know I want this for all the wrong reasons.
I know that this is not going to work.
I know that I am just going to end up hurt.
I know that I am putting myself through bullshit.
I know that this isn’t healthy and that I should stop.
But why does everything that’s supposed to be bad make me feel so good? (Atleast for a brief moment…then it all goes back to shit again.)
Here is a family picture. Alot of my friends don’t know that I have 4 half siblings, Ryan, Dianne (not shown), Shirla, and GJ. Just thought I’d prove it. Clearly, this is a recent picture. -___- To be honest, I have only seen them twice in my lifetime; the last time being 2004. (The make up artist went a little over board on the foundation. I know I’m white, but I’m not that white.)
Sigh…I miss my mom’s smile and family in general.
Word.
ache:
The poor mother cat kept licking the kittens, hoping it would revive the kittens.
According to the family that adopted the stray cat, on the morning of the 11th when they heard the cat’s tragic cries, they rushed downstairs to discover this stray cat’s four kittens abused to death, and even placed in front of the mother cat. The kittens’ bodies were covered with bullet holes, with blood all over. One of the kittens had its neck tied with a rope and elongated, its chest cut open, heart exposed, while the other three kittens’ heads were stepped on.
(via scarymansion/sadwich)
goodness.. :( .. kitty’s have feelings too.. why on earth..
what has our world come to? ):
shit, this got to me. -_____- dear world, this isn’t cool. this can make me cry.
OH NOOOOOOO ;’(
THIS IS SO F**KEd UP !
duuude… thas so many sad… :[…
I don’t even like cats, but this was so terrible. Jeez…
He plays the cutest boyfriend roles :)
Stupid college.
About embarrassing encounters:
Me: Dude, so today I was totally waving at this girl cause I thought I knew her and I did not have any contacts on and she looked at me funny. So, I pretended I was waving to someone behind her even though there was clearly no one there.
Jessica: One time, when I was younger, I used to hold my dad’s thumb and this one time I was holding some random dude’s thumb. Good thing he just smiled, but I ran away.
Me: I’ve looked under and over a couple bathroom stalls…definitely didn’t know who the people in them were haha
Meagan: This one time I went up to this guy and gave him a hug from behind…
Us: HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHHA
So I’ve been walking around campus without glasses or contacts for a while and I’m starting to feel paranoid about what others might be thinking of me. Like an hour ago, my friend, Anthony, gave me shit for not saying “hi” to him when I walked right by him. Or the other day, my friend, Rodrigo, smiled at me as he rode his bike towards my direction only for me to realize that it was him right when he already rode past me. What’s worse is that I think people see me and walk away! lol. I don’t know if they walk away because I think they saw me or they are just walking away in general. I need to get contacts real quick. I feel so confused without them. I just can’t tell who’s looking at me and what I’m looking at.
<3
I think it’s our only tradition…lol…but it’s a wonderful one that I am looking forward to being a part of this year. :)
